Okay, I have 7 min to blog!
No time to blog on my birthday celebrations. I will do it next time. =)

I want to blog on God's love.

I am amazed!

As I blog earlier on, I really wish to make this whole month my rest/rejuvenated/refreshing month. Meaning, I don't want to work and I want to play!

My birthday, Life conference at my church all fall in this month!

I really want to play and reflect and learn and be rejuvenated!

But the thing is, as usual, I will start to worry about this month target.

Shirley, if you don't work, do you think people will start calling you to say thay wanna buy some plans?

Hey! no!

So I started to get into this lousy mood since start of my birthday's week.
I'm looking forward to my birthday celebration yet I'm worry that I'm not working.
Worst, I fell into this "work not hard enough, play not hard enough" mood which made me feel worst than ever.

Then I decided to stop working and start playing hard since last Thursday to Sunday, celebratin my birthday with friends and family.

I got so tired over the celebration that I couldn't bring myself to work this week.

But GOD IS GRACIOUS!

Guess what?

People really start calling me to say they wanna buy plans!

On Monday, this man from India that I met during the roadshow called me up and said he wanna signed up for Healthshield Gold! So I met him last night.

On Tuesday, another guy that I met during roadshow called me and said he wanna get the plan for him and his wife!

Last night, another stranger called me and said he wanna meet up for financial planning today!

Wow! I am amazed!

This has never happen and will be unlikely to happen because they are strangers that I have only met once! wow, Im amazed by God's grace!

I didn;t call up anyone to meet for this week, but God supply! =)

I'm amazed by God's amazing love!

Let me use a little time to blog.

Im resting at home today. Backpain. So I have to stay at home.
Didn't go for my roadshow today. It's okay. God is always in control. =)

Yesterday, something great happens again!

It was during my roadshow and it's the first person I talked to.

I saw this man outside KFC and I went up to him to introduce myself.
Never did I know that he will be another person that I spent 1 hr plus talking to.

This man shared alot with me. He is very skeptical at first. As we chatted on, he opened up his heart and shared with me his life story.

This man has a passion in life. He fixs computers and is really good at it.
He told me fixing up computers is his life. He loves his job!

Since young, he has been through alot in life. Was always being bullied when he was young in the family. So he went out to bully people by being in secret society gang. Went to prison because he stabbed someone. Had been really broke in life but he believe in God.

He was disappointed with human beings. He told me he never seen a kind-hearted person in his 39 years of life. I was stunned. His family betrayed him, his friends did, his wife and mother-in-law bullied him at home.

However, I can still see his love for his wife.

He told me one testimonial. and it explained why he believes so much in God.

One day about 4 years ago, he was so broke that he only has $3.80 inhis pocket.
He closed his eyes and prayed to God for 10 min.

"Ringggg......." He answered the call straight after his prayer and it was a friend asking him to fix up his PC. He went there thnking God is so good to grant him a deal so fast.

Never did he expect that that afternoon, God puts $2000 into his pocket because that friend decided to buy a brand new PC from him. He was amazed by God's grace.

I believe that after that day, his love for God grows and he has been praying everyday since then until now.

He is a complicated man, went through life, been hurted, been crashed but yet, he realise how much God loves him.

He told him God loves him very much.

There at the stone table, I wanted to pray for him. I asked him for permission to pray and he said, "sure".

I prayed for him with my heart. I pray that he will see that human beings though sinful and imperfect is created by God to love and be loved! I pray that he can meet people who loves and experience human's love.

I was so sad that he proclaims that he has never met any kind-hearted people.

I saw that he was shaking while I was praying for him and I knew he must be touched by God's love. After prayer, I looked up at him and saw tear in his eyes.

God is good. Always.

This week is quite fulfilling. Thank God! I get to know 38 new people in this week. =)
Some are weird, some are interesting but there is always something I can learn from everyone. SHirley, pls be humble always. =)

Yes, I want to blog about my step-mom. Firstly, I really can't stand her smoking in the house. Last time, she would always close her room's door when she is smoking inside. Despite doing this, the smoke lingers in the air of the living room too. And that is terrible. Now, she even open the door to let the smoke fill the entire house! Men, I was angry. I shouted yesterday for the first time as the cigerette stench gets unbearable. But i doubt she hears it as I was in my bedroom and she's in hers.

I read up on passive smoking (second hand smoke) and it said that it increases the risk of heart disease. Hey! What is this woman doing in my house and causing harm to my family? What I want to do, I will arrange for a family meeting & address the issue soon. By the way, she is going back to China for 3 months. Thank God.

Oh yes, I want to say something nice abt her. She starts to cook for us recently. And funny thing that I realise that after 2 years of missing my mom's cooking. I crave for home cook food so much. I will always eat when she cooks. I regrets for not always going home for dinner last time when my mom cooks. I really urges those whose parents are still around to go home for dinner every time!!! And appreciate them really. =)

SO fast, June is here! Half of Year 2006 is gone. Have you achieve some of your goals for this year? If not, it's time to reflect and change.

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