I feel so energise! I stepped into Carlifornia Fitness for the first time today!
Thanks to Hannah who provides me with UOB Ladies card that I can use with her everytime.

Today, I feel that I have accomplised alot. I ironed my piles of skirts, wrote a letter to all my clients, went to gym with Hannah and spent good time with her.
We have agreed to exercise regularly. Today's experience motivate us alot! Now, I can understand why people spend some much money signing up for fitness gym membership.

zzzzzzz to be continued

Today is my rest day!
Didn't go out except going for lunch. =) Amazing that I didn't go out on a Sat night.
Rested, felt more energised when I started to cook dinner and packed up my stuffs. Had dinner with sis & bro. Then spent the night packing, scanning and filing my work-related papers. Great! It's done!

Wanna write about one client that I met recently.

Psalm115:5-6

The lord is gracious and righteous;
our God is full of compassion.
The Lord protects the simplehearted;
when I was in great need, he saved me.

I get to know this guy from the referral of a friend.
On first interaction with him, one would easily bypass him and not know him more as he has some difficulty speaking plus he doesn't appear to be pleasant on the outside. (Not the normal kind)

I was thinking, "My goodness, what should I do next?"

I thank God that I prayed before I leave my house that day, for more love in my heart to love people. I asked for God's love to fill my heart and I believe He did.

So facing with an awkward situation, I decided to reach out to him in God's love. I asked him about his family and cared for him as a friend. Later, I realised that he has a very simple heart.

He is kind, very filial towards his parents and responsible towards his job.
I'm amazed seriously by his gestures towards his family and work.
As he shared, I'm amazed that he has accomplised more than what I have expected him too.

I always like simple hearted people. They appeal to me alot. My top criteria" for my good friends are these... that they are simple hearted people and loyal.

What so I mean by simple hearted?

Simply... people with no motives... simple heart to share and care.

Surprisingly, God blesses me with deals from him. I never thought he will become my client but he did. =) Thank God.

I believe that when we loves, God blesses. Praise the Lord!

Finally, Im able to blog again.

I have a "step-mom" now. Actually I dont consider her as my "mom" at all.
I haven't seen her for the past few days. Good! Can't stand her smoking in my house even though she smoke in her room. The stench of cigarette still lingers in the air for a long time. I wonder how much my dad who doesnt smoke suffer sleeping in the same room as her. But as my siblings commented, "he looks for it."

Easter is coming and there is a Chinese Easter Drama on Sunday.
Thought of bringing her to the drama. If she comes, my dad will, and my brother will come too. Then my whole family is saved! Ha... this will then be the blessings in disguise.

Jesus said that we must love our enemy. If we love those who love us, what good is it. Even the wicked love their brothers. But if we love our enemies, we have shown to be really people who know how to love.

Last Thursday, I went down to watch witness my dad & woman solemnised at the ROM.
My siblings changed their mind on coming, for fear that we may blow up at the ROM.

Afterwhich, I became very irritated and frustrated. I hate it. But later, I feel much better and guess what.... my sister and I decided to celebrate with them and brought them to have a feast dinner. The woman looked pleased and we have decided to live in peace with them, now that nothing can be changed. Are we loving her in this way. I believe so. There are more to come.

Shirley, learn to love your enemy again. This is a test from God.

Sweet! My younger brother said "wan an" (good night) to me just now before he sleep.

Its the first time!

I told him just now that now, we have to be all the more united!
Trials and tests may come.... we have to stay strong together.
It is the only way to fight away evil.

I'm excited.

I'm having a big problem at home now. Many times, trials like these bring us together as a family. I appreciate that.
Whenever there is a big issue, the whole family come together and I know that it's another good opportunity for us to bond together.

VICTORY belongs to US.

I always hear this sentence from alot of my friends recently.

When I told them my problem at home, they prayed for me and always smile and said "Sister, victory belongs to Jesus, victory WILL be YOURS."

Thank you Lord.

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I was pretty upset when I know that my brother hasnt been sleeping well these nights because of this issue and he kept thinking of mom. (Mom is in heaven now)

I didnt know how to console him then. I mean I thought of her too.

Seriously, even though the issue seem not very favorable on our side, I'm not feeling very uptight. There is a peace that transcends human understanding, the peace that comes from God that says that "Victory WILL belongs to us"

Jesus! I'm crying out to You and I pray that You will intervene in our situation and I thank you for what you are doing and what you are going to do. Thank you Jesus!