Good day! Im so tired today. Probably after all those house moving things, packing, unpacking, basketballing on Sat & east coasting on Sun... im so drained. Wah, still thinking of going jogging later.. must be crazy.... think i should go home & rest. Preparing for glorify (worship) tomorrow for cell too. Yah, I should rest.

On Sun at east coast, I learned a profound truth. Being one of the game IC for "finding nemo", I have to go through all the games first. One of them is "fear factor". We are suppose to put our hands inside a covered box & to pick up 1 coin. The box is filled with some unknown things. so u can imagine our fear man... & all of us, except one is female. There are 2 tests. For the first, I failed to pick up the coin because for the 3 times I tried, something just touched my hand & even flew out! I couldnt figure out what was it. The 2nd test came..... this time, many commented that it wasnt as scary.... & JUST before my turn, Yiwei came to me & said,.... "dun worry, it s like dry flower petals buds" so I confidently went over & put my hands in. In my MIND, I was confident that they were non-living things in the box.... & they were harmless flower buds.

So I placed my hand into that box & stirred & stirred in order to get out the little coin. Yeah, I succeeded!

Very happy with my braveness. When they revealed what was inside the box, I went forward to take a better view. Guess what, there were many WORMS inside the box!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I screamed & ran as fast as I could out from the sight of what I saw. My heartbeat increased! Wahhhhhhhh, I played with worms just now!!!

arhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Man, that was REALLI DISGUSTING!!!

After that eventful day, I went home with a new mindset, I CAN DO ALL THINGS WHEN I THINK I CAN.

When I imagine the things to be flower buds, I can put my hand into the box & play with it.
I thought to myself, if I have knew that the things were worms, I wouldnt do it even if Im paid a hundred bucks.
But I just did it!

Well, its all in the mind! When I think I can, I CAN!!!

Thank God for that revelation & 'wonderful' experience.

Oh man, my family is crashing my spirit. God helps! Lord, I pray that You will watch over us, bring so much love to our family. The atmosphere without my mom at home is indeed different. Lord, I pray for Jimmy, Lifen, Jeffrey, dada & myself that You will hold us close & united in one spirit & heart. I pray that JOY, LAUGHTER, PEACE & LOVE will indeed fill our house again!!! Lord, we need you. Life is never easy without You. But despite all challenges, pain & headache, I will TRUST!

Wow, This is exciting! Praise God! Love you Jesus!

Today is a new day! I shall rejoice! Lord, I pray that You will continue to work in my life. I pray for love, joy, unity & peace to fill my entire household. I pray that we will bear with one another in love. Today, I'm going to clean up my room & tidy the house! Later going to exercise, playing basketball! Yeah! Tomorrow have to go to east coast. Pray that it will be a good time. Thank you Jesus!