wow! It's almost Friday! Thank God that He sustain me through this week. What a tiring week! Just came back from my Ipoh cum Cameron Highlands trip! It was fun, but not very fufiling trip for me.

I will start back from last Friday. Last Friday was a tremendous day for me! On one hand, I was really excited about my trip to Ipoh (taking the coach ride at 10pm). On the other, I was so busy at work that I can hardly breathe! I rushed through the day, praying that I could get out of my office at 6pm & straight to the "vision rally" at my church. Dora, my boss, gave me work & tasks every other second! I finished this task & there, there was another! Wow, I was so overwhelmed! I managed to finish ALL my tasks to do at 7pm & rushed off on a cab to church!

It was great! Mark Gorman was there to share a simple yet profound message.

"Persevere! So that when you have done the Will of God, you will receive His promise!"

God has given me lots of promises. I must say that this message speaks to me greatly 'cos I realise that at times, I was really doing the promise & not doing His will.

Eg: God promises that when I get into this job at Sonopress, I will get promoted quickly within months. I do not have to worry about the miserable pay now.

However, through the months, I was striving so hard to do my best in my work in order to see myself being promoted. I relied on my own ability & strength.. thinking that "I" deserve to be promoted because of my qualifications, being a hardworking person..etc.

I was DOING the promise! I want to make God's promise come true!!!

That's wrong attitude!

Thank God that through the months, many trials came upon me... through the ups & downs, I thank God that He is moulding me to be a better person. I learned so much through my stay here at sonopress. It was not a easy company to be in, but I survived!

Well, the right attitude should be to do the will of God first!!!
And I will receive the promise!

Hallejulah! I have much joy now at work because I realise that I should not strive anymore. I am working for the Lord. God is good & He will brings justice to me!

"Blessed is the one who waits for the Lord!"

Praise You, Jesus!

Mark Gorman shares:
"No one is born with character. No one is born to be a leader. Our life is a factory whereby experiences go through us & be manufactures into Character."

Wow, thats cool! Trials make us stronger, shapes our values & develops in us character!

I realise that what I want to become is not just a nice gal with many friends. I want to be a gal with character, centered in God's purpose & will for me.

Jesus, thank you for everything that happened in my life. It is all these that make me who I am today. I know that you are not done with me yet & You will continue to mould me into the woman that You want me to be. God, may your grace be upon me as I walk with you. I pray for Your will be done in my life, every aspects... they belongs to You!

To be continue.... ipoh/Camoron Highlands trip!