wow wow wow!!! Last week has indeed been truly an exciting, challenging & amazing time/experience for me!
I have been looking forward to a time of refreshment & relaxation & definately a break from my work!!!! Yeah, been to LANJUT for a 3 days 2 nights camp! It was great! A time of play & also intimacy with God. Thank God! :)

I stayed in a very traditional hut with I wei, Julia & Emily. Though it wasnt as nice as the other more luxourous apartments that other campers get to stay, I thank God 'cos it was a fun experience staying in a hut, suit the beach theme!

After some games on the first day, I went alone to the beach for some time alone with God & myself! Wah, I had travelled for so long.... 4 hours bus ride.....to this place... I better visit my fav. beach & enjoy!!!!! I only have 2 days here yah. :p

Great beach.... sea........ wow!!! hahaa..........

Service at night was great too. Pastor Wilson shared on 2 Samuel 11.
~David is a man after God's heart.
~David is like anyone of us
~God is always reaching out to touch us
~God's anointing is on David

*David's downfall
~ spirit of boredom
~causes temptation to set in
-->take time to seek the Lord
-->if you think that you are standing strong, be CAREFUL THAT YOU DO NOT SIN
-->work out your salvation with fear & trembling

~God sees every unfair treatment. Hang in there & TRUST that God will intervene
~God wants to restore you
~God is eternity who will not forget His promises.

Tue's morning (01 June 04) 2nd day

I woke up at 6am but lazed around till 7am. When I had finished my wash up, gosh... I missed the sun rise!!!
Thinking that it was the last day at the resort, sadness creeped in & I was sad.

"Do not think that you have miss it, tomorrow you are still here!"
Oh ya!!! The next day, I will still be here at the resort! I can see my sun rise tomorrow!!!

God spoke,"Like the sun-rise that I made for you every morning, my love & mercy are new every morning too. Do not think that you have miss it for I will come & bring you a new one!"

Wow, because there are some regrets in my life (even though I tell myself that I will not regret in life), when I think abt some incidents, I will always think that I have missed it. But God just came & tell me that I HAVE NOT MISSED IT for He will always bring a new one in my life! :) Praise Him!

O Lord, my Father in heaven
Your ways are higher than my ways
O Lord, where can I go?
O where can I seek help from?
Who can love me with an everlasting love?
Who brings the sunrise every morning?
Who scoop up the sea with thy hands?
It is none other than You, my father."


In the morning, I had to miss the “singles” workshop to serve the children. Thank God for the great time with the kids & I even knew a buddy that day! A smart & witty 12 year old boy! So smart & intelligent I was amazed! Haha……. I knew He was different. I sensed it. That he will be someone great in the future. I met some really cute kids that day… man… it was great!

In the afternoon, we had some free time. I played pool with Jean, played table-tennis, ate ice-cream IN THE SWIMMING POOL! Haha…. GREAT! Just jumped into the pool with my clothes on & ate ice-cream too. Then went cycling…. Hee…great!

At night, Pastor Wilson prophesized into some people's lives. He prophesised into that boy’s life (my buddy). He spoke specifically that He will grows up to be used greatly by God! Wow, I was like, yah… I knew it! Praise God! Then one of them was,

“ My daughter, I will restore to you what you have lost.”
I have not forgotten what you have asked,
I will grant you the desires of your heart.”
It will come to pass.”

I felt that it was for me. I have lost a lot of things… but God is restoring them back to me. Hallelujah!!!

“Accept your past & move forward.
Don’t try to understand your past.
Accept it & thank God for all the past.
For all the past built up to who you are today!

“O Abba Father, You who created the sun, the sea & all that is in the world.
Lord, You are the great Almighty, the creator of the universe.
Why should I worry? Why do I doubt?
Where do I take refuge?
You Lord is my provider. You alone can satisfy all I ever needed.

(listening to the sea) God, You are making music for me!”
~shirley

“My daughter, I will restore to you all you have asked of me.”

02 June last day (Cloudy morning)

I woke up early to see the sunrise. It was cloudy that morning. But I wasn’t disappointed at all. God makes one everyday! Why sad? Hahahaaaaa

Ok, that’s all…. To be continue 